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i kept thinking i was going to run into someone i knew. what did you do today? i dunno. doesn't everyone do the same thing? this is the story of my best first friend. i don't remember it right now, but i thought about it all day. i think i knew about it last night for sure, but then i had that internal crying, the kind you can't really ever fix. there was something about four shadows, and the room was packed full. something happened that turned that internal crying into sobbing, but i can't remember it. the body always knows though and i think it was very bad. the room was full and there were voices all around. i wish i could remember the things that they said.